Amaysing Thoughts is about the Mays Family unwillingness to let a daughter's/sister's death go unresolved and let her husband get away with murder.

Wednesday, September 28, 2022

Because of you...

Because of you...
I have always been a little sister.
I have had a role model to base all my decisions.
I have never been alone.
I have always had some one to push me harder.
I have always had someone to talk to.
I never had to do things by myself.
I have always had someone to be jealous of.
I have had a best friend I couldn't get rid of.

Because of what happened...
My world turned upside down.
My life was forever changed.
My cellphone stores the mausoleum code where your phone number used to be.
I spent years losing sleep trying to protect what is left of you here on earth. (Your girls)
I question What would Christy want? because when it comes to your girls you are all that matters. 
I lost myself and what is left is your advocate because you had more to live for.
I feel guilt that I am here and not you every day. 
My heart is shattered and there is no way to repair it.
I worry and feel fear because you can never really know what a person is capable of. 

8 years is not ok... I am not ok.  I won't be ok... ever.

I miss you everyday.
Forever and Always.
Amaysing Thoughts.

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