Day 1 - Post Conviction

So many thoughts are running through my head.  I am not one to keep quiet and usually have no problem speaking my mind or giving my opinion.  The last 7 years have changed that in many ways.  My circle became really small, and my introverted side had to take over.  Hiding my thoughts, feelings, investigating my sister’s death, and being silenced for so long causes one to be overwhelmed when you can finally speak openly.  The things I have learned since Christy died have made me see things in a different way.  My perspective has changed.  My voice was silenced but my thoughts continued to generate.  I have so much bottled up and so much I want to say and feel I NEED to say.

Throughout these 7 years I was silenced so I began writing emails to articulate my thoughts.  I needed to vent get the words out of my head, but I didn’t want them lost or never heard.  These thoughts have been saved to my Drafts over the years.  I was silenced but now my thoughts can be exposed. 

My little sister suggested a blog, so this is what it is.  My thoughts the Good, the Bad and the Ugly.  The things I have kept bottled up.  The experiences my family and I have experienced.  This is meant to be a safe place for me to express my opinion, my experiences, and my ideas as I have a LOT to say.  Take it or leave it but if you want to know what makes my family aMAYSing, the lengths we have gone for Justice, and everything in between.  Then know you can get that here.